SowEEEE ... To Ms Xiao DeviLLLL

I am in jail now , coz i've done an illegal things , that was peeps on ppl msg and teasing the owner , and make xiao devil PISSED OFF , soRWeeeeeeEE, Ur highness , I admit my guilty for doin everything , plz JAIL me .. HAHAHAHAHAHA , DONT MAD LIAO LAR ..!!! FAMily Lai dE lar....@@@!!!!!!

HI , i m THE sPongeBOB , my master wanna says soRWIEIEIEIE to the xiao deviLL..!!!! for doin everything that Xiao Devil dislike , HEHEHEHE, piku++..Be HAPPY LAR...

WE ARE FAMILY ONE LAR, DOn't ignoRE me lAR... !!! HEHEHEHEHE , I know it was out of my range lar.. !!! SoR wEEEEEE .. !!!!!! Xiah top FANS ,, psps !!!!!

HieHie, don't mad liao lar.. PLz Plz , pspsps , forgive lar.. !!!!!

HEHEHEHEHE, knw wrg liao lar..!!! Let u punch >>> H Devil gantung diri '''-_-''

2007 November 23 , H Devil died coz of peeping ppl msg , and ppl privacy, last will , soRWEE xiao deVIL , peace !! R.I.P !! after 4 days of his birthday..<<< SOB << Plz pray for HIM..!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAhA....SORWEEEEEEE LAR , DONT MAD LIAO LAR... SMILE !!!!!!!!!

冷也是一種體貼

很平常的在家一天又一天的過，慢慢對假期的快樂感也不是很喜歡了，人們就是這樣的貪心，人家念書時，他又要放假。。現在放兩個月的假，又再那兒抱怨。。哈哈哈哈，說的正是我。。好想學校，朋友，哈哈哈哈，所有的一切，還有比比。。哈哈哈哈哈哈。。



在我遇到過的人當中，已有兩個人說我很“冷”，每次對她們都很冷，可是想想看，我也不是很冷的人啊，我的好朋友當中，都不認為我冷勒。。奇怪的。。哈哈哈哈哈哈。。！！可能就只有在你們倆面前我才冷吧，對你冷是因為我不想讓你覺得我煩，覺得我孩子氣，我曾經被人說過很煩，我討厭那種感覺，因此我慢慢的學會改變，學習變冷，讓你們覺得我是一個不會在乎很多，不會計較的人，但往往對有些人，是不被引許的。她們需要體貼的感覺，需要溫馨，需要安全感。。我承認我有為了你改變，但都已經錯過了。。曾經用滿滿的信心許下的承諾，現在卻一個個反悔了。。經過這次的教訓，我想我不會再隨便對任何人許下承諾了，讓我認識到了，承諾只不過是你說吧了，沒用的。。



你常常問我說，為什么你對我這樣冷的，我總是說不出口，因為我無法真正的表達對你感覺是如何，對你太黏，怕你反感，對你太冷，把你認為我忽略了你，可能是我忽略了對你的呵護，給不了你安全感，我真的是很亂，但讓我開心的是你在乎我的朋友，關心我有沒有和別的女人玩信息還是怎樣，哈哈哈哈哈哈，對你所說的每一句話都是真的，我常常跟別人說，我是不曾和別的女生表白過，也向你坦白一切，但換來的卻是傷心，我真的沒有怪你，愛情是說不定的，你說天使和惡魔是不可能在一起的，我覺得，如果倆個人有緣的話，就算是愛神和死神都有可能會在一起的。。也感謝你身邊的朋友真的很在乎你，對你感情的事總是那么關心，連你男朋友有沒有和別的女生玩信息她都知道，問題是她說的都沒有根據的，哈哈。。你無不無聊啊，管好你自己的事吧。。U'RE OUT OF UR RANGE，哈哈哈哈哈哈。。有一個人不要笑，這句話蠻好用的。。哈哈哈哈哈哈！



回到原題，對你的冷，我只是不想要失去你，因為我不太會說話，只能說，可能是我們都還需要時間去了解彼此，當你對我說，我們還是先做回好朋友吧，我真的沒有怪你，畢竟我們還小，也很懷念你常常問我會不會找別人，不理你了，這也是很甜蜜的，因為這才不會無聊嘛，但提醒你吧，要多相信你所愛的人，不然回頭想一想，如果他也是每天都那樣問你，你會開心嘛，哈哈哈哈。。對你的感覺是真的，最愛還是你，這是我的決定。。待續～～～

無知的思想

人們往往會有很多奇奇怪怪的想法，有很多令人莫名其妙的作風，但有些人會認為她們的作為是理所當然的。。很奇怪的是為什么她們可以決定一切，甚至是愛情，一句話就可讓人覺得甜蜜死，一句話就可讓人傷心死，哈哈哈哈。。傷心的是，當一個人發現她已真正的愛上另一個人時，她卻已經膩了。。

我想說的是，人們應該要相信對方，那么這種愛情才會長久。。或許不會長久，但至少會很甜蜜的。。有哪個人會不想要甜甜密密的愛情呢！。。哈哈哈哈哈。。還是那句老話，珍惜眼前人吧。。！！！！

我想對她說，對不起。。可能是對你的體貼的感覺我給不夠，很可惜的是，我想我已愛上了你。。恨的是，這已經太遲了。。！！！如果你有看這篇BLOG的話，我想再次的對你說，～對不起我愛你～。。也希望你能好好照顧自己，我會默默的守護你的。。！！！不會對你冷了。。！！！我答應。。

Not a confidential post anymore !

After a few PIA weeks..We are FREE ... !!!!! According to the our SCHOOL , we will be holidays after the exams ... Thats true bcoz Private School Student so stress on our homework and exams , but usually i don't do my homework .. HAHAHAHAH , only SANDY pia her maths exercise , on the last week .. !!! LOL , for the extra 10 marks.....(".)''LOL...PIA QUEEN REVIVED.. !!!!!

At the mean time , I was very down .. !!!! HAIHz , u guys know de lar.. Only my closed friends know what happen?!?!?!HAIHZ......After STOP dating for 10 months , finally founded one >>this girl , em..quite cute , care for me , I don't know true o not de lar , always LOL , hahaha on the msg, but i don't know her well , then we suddenly ON .. HAHAHAHA , such a joke ..BUT this girl always jealous with my friends>>>GIRLS<<<<...HAIHZ, tell her I no msg them for a long time le , but she always don't believe...

2007 October 31 , quite good day , on the morning , haven't clearly wake up , blurblur watch my phone msg , SHE SAID :" Dear , I heard ppl says u always sms wif GIRLS isit ?" ...Pissed off bcuz I've explained many times to her , but she always wanna ask...SO I send her :" Dear , I stop msg them liao , and even delete some of them de contact , ACTUALLY this wasn't my behavior , I won't care for other bluffing , u just believe them if u want , BUT I did explain to HER , and promise for many things ...BUT at last , she didn't replied ...!!!!!

I don't wanna mention the msg she sent on the afternoon le.. Reminded my sad memories..!!!!
I wanna says that is how can a person can believe someone bluffing and don't care it is true o nt and can just come and shoot u ... AND 100% don't care about how u feel...?!?!?!?!...PISSED OFF..!!!!!I forgive U , bcoz I think that LOVE really can't be FORCED..!!!!!THANKS for my friends that care for my things with her , I appreciate it well....!!! I won't delete u guys contact de ...HAHAHAHHA , especially SANDY , she confronted me all the time ..thanks for the concern..!!!!!

I love the song on JAY latest ALBUM , SWEET SWEET ... !!!!! Nice , I want my friends now>>>>>ONLY...!!!!!!!!Bcoz friends are forever ....!!!!!! LOL .... My lovely listener will be back on 7 December 2007 , miss her so much .. !!!!! YEAH...!!!!!!!!I wanna share all my SECRETS to my beloved friends ... !!!!!! Don't want keep it myself anymore... !!!!!!!!! Let's Shut Up And Drive